the day before yesterday had started off so well we tried to breast feed olivia and she was eager to try and she did well... i went off to my appointment had a good session and left happy and feeling good. i returned back to the hospital to spend the rest of the day with olivia and snuggle the baby.
when i arrived the doctors talked to me about some concerning news... olivia has a large blood clot in the RA of her heart. they called it a cath cast caused by the ra line that was placed. it is a very large one i must say. i saw the echo and all i can say is "this sucks"
i am so scared right now... this can possibly end my baby's life... all i can do is pray and i swear it isnt helping me right now.
i wish i can say that this is all going to work out but i dont know whats going to happen.... but i hope baby girl fights hard!