i woke up today in a bad mood.. well seriously how long does it take to make a fucking choice either we can go to this base or not... everything is taking so fucking long. i dont even feel close to my husband right now because every time i talk to him i get angry that he is not here i know its not his fault but i cant help but be angry. i am thankful for the help that the military provides for us but it is hard to keep it together. i cant even set up for our baby. i have no home and all my shit is in boxes.
i need Chris here. i'm tired of being alone.