why am i struggling with this week so bad...
why am i having such a hard time getting out of bed
why do i have to talk myself into getting up
why does this pain make my body ache
why is she not in my arms
why do people feel they must treat me ... not going to get into that.
a whole bunch of whys the list can go on...
i hate that she had to go.
why cant i be with you.