Friday, May 13, 2011


you have been gone to long...
i need you to come back to me.

today there is a strong feeling of jealousy and rage. i want her back in my arms. why did my baby have to die?



  1. Hello,
    I found your blog and I wanted to say I am sorry for your loss of your daughter, Olivia. I recently lost my little boy Drew from HLHS on November 26, 2010. Our angels have been gone only a short time and as I know all to well, the pain is so great.
    My son's website is :
    if you ever need to vent, or just talk please feel free to contact me. My e-mail is
    I wish I could say something profound to help take your pain away. Our babies were born with half a heart but gave us a whole lot of love.
    Take care ,

  2. Katie I ask the same question and I guess we will never get an answer that magically makes truly get over the loss of a loved one. I think it is so cruel to have to suffer the loss of a baby especially. When does it get easier?