with the news of Travis Dicarlo passing i stress to everyone who reads this blog.... life can be torn away from you in a heart beat.
in the December shortly after Olivia was born a wonderful family came to visit Chris and i. they had a beautiful little boy with them he was running around and playing like any other little boy his age. that was Travis. Nicole assured me not to worry that he'd been through so much and look at him running around and happy. i still believe her. i am going to have faith that god knows what he is doing and why he does the things he does. i am going to cherish every moment that i spend with my baby girl because that moment could possibly be the last. <3 we love you travis <3 please watch over Olivia and guide her through her surgeries hold her hand.
yesterday we got to come home... and i am terrified. so easily she can get sick. her lung collapsed from something as simple as swallowing. but thats the thing its not simple. her life will never be simple. this destroys me.
please god find a cure... please god dont take her...
so i am praying for my angel to continue to live on and fight hard.
i love you miss Olivia and mommy needs you.