you are burning a bridge at both ends.
you dont realize that not only will this take weeks, months, maybe even years to possibly rebuild...... you may not even be able to do this task.
your words where hateful and untrue.
your motives are still unclear.
do you realize how many you are hurting?
i guess if you did you wouldnt continue doing such hateful things. Grief works in funny ways. we all have our own ways of coping... but i think that maybe you should re-evaluate what you are doing.
you are burning a bridge.